Zuzana - "My Interview"

[Winston]

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SOURCE: 1/4/2011 - My Interview

http://www.bodyrock.tv/2011/01/04/my-interview/
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An excerpt from the short interview:
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I just have to ask that because otherwise I would not be allowed to call myself a journalist, so I just apologize in advance if I hurt your feelings with this question: Do you want to say anything about your former career in the web? Don’t get me wrong: I’m definitely not the type of journalist who drags this out. If you do not want to comment on this, it is totally ok, but it’s just my responsibility to ask. If you want to hear my insignificant view: I just don’t care about what you did I the past, because in my eyes you are a admirable and inspiring person.


Zuzana: I made a lot of bad choices when I was a teenage girl – leaving school, leaving home, trying to go out into the world much too young on my own. I got involved in something that I shouldn’t have and I wish that I could take it back. When I was 18 in a state of emotional desperation without money, job, a home or education I took a job as an erotic model. That particular choice almost ruined my entire life and led to years of darkness and abuse. I had no idea how hard it would be to pull out of it or how devastating it would be emotionally and on my spirit. It is a trap that a lot of young girls in eastern Europe fall into and I feel very lucky to have survived the experience, because many girls don’t. When you see these girls in the pictures smiling almost like they are happy having their clothes off and being exposed like this – it is the biggest lie of all. I have never met a single girl who was happy to be doing that job. Contrary to popular belief these girls don’t make a lot money doing this and they end up broken inside and left with no self-confidence or feelings of self worth. Many of them turn to drugs and alcohol to help numb the pain. The shame and the incredible fear of judgement keeps them locked into this spiral. In the end the only people who benefit from the wreckage of all these lives are the photographers and the multinational corporations like visa and mastercard who pocket money every time images of one of these girls is sold online. Freddy had been encouraging me to move out of this since we met, but he had to be in Canada most of the time and I knew that he could not fight my battle. I finally got the courage to stop and change my life when I hit the bottom. I was in debt, I was completely emotionally broken and on the verge of being an alcoholic which is something that scared me because my father is a raging alcoholic and I didn’t want to end up like that. I quit everything and told myself that I had to push through no matter what. I didn’t want to continue my life the way it was, but I didn’t want to give up living either. When you know that you have to make a major shift in your life it is always terrifying and that’s why many people get stuck in the darkness, because they feel safe in the familiar even if that reality is killing them slowly. So I quit and that was years ago. I have absolutely nothing to do with it anymore and I am not profiting from it in any way. I have a dream about doing something to help stop the cycle of exploitation that feeds on these young girls and destroys their lives. Every once in a while people try to slap me in my face with the mistakes I made to try to humiliate me and hurt me. They see the new direction that I have taken in fitness and health and this seems to infuriate them like I am impostor in my own life, like I can never be more than that broken, scared person that I was. The other day the CEO of one of the largest fitness companies in the United States was on the phone with Freddy. They called us out of the blue because they were interested in working with us. The next day they called back and the CEO said that they couldn’t work with us directly because their marketing department just couldn’t find a way to ”make it look good”. They said their brand couldn’t associate with me because of my past, however that didn’t stop them from suggesting that we sell their products on our blog to our community. That obviously won’t be happening. The message was loud and clear – personal transformations are ok as long as they are only skin deep. I am very happy with my life right now and I can say that I am finally living the way I always wanted. My life is full of love and happiness.
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[Immergeil]

You should probably add "Spears" to the title so people know who you're talking about.

[yankev]

.../...

Very interesting, thank you


KR - Yankev

[dap-addict]

I wonder about your purpose posting this, Winston.
Zusanas problems had a much deeper layer than her former porn work I dare to say.
Of course this job may be a trap for some girls, but it can well boost a girls self esteem once she realizes how much joy she brings with her job to tousands of men worldwide.
Too bad porn fans dont make those girls speak out more here!

[Winston]

I wonder about your purpose posting this, Winston.

No real purpose or agenda on my part.

I just found those words and I thought that they were interesting...so I figured that others might find them
of some interest as well....so I decided to share them here on the EBI forum.

She is/was a well known and popular "eurobabe"/model.

I like to see and read that she is doing so well for herself these days.
She appears to be happy, healthy and enjoying her life.
I hope that she is able to make the very most out of everything that she tries to do in her new career.

I was a big fan of her adult modeling career...and now I find myself being an even bigger fan of her fitness related career.

[ze_dude33]

zuzana is incredibly cute, very nice face great athletic body , what a beauty, it's strange to see her with muscles but it's interesting !

[karasek]

Of course this job may be a trap for some girls, but it can well boost a girls self esteem once she realizes how much joy she brings with her job to tousands of men worldwide.

I'm sure girls love it to image how unattractive 50-something pervs fap off to them, enjoy it to become the pariah of their families and can't wait for the moment their children find out what their mother did when she was young.

[robot]

to his defense (i must be outta my mind to say that) I think DAP was referring to the workout job instead of the porn job.. But that wasnt 100% clear, I agree

[gapeman]

Incredible interview ...but everybody know that in the begining some young European girls are at one step between porn and prostitution like Romanian babes

[bakerboy]

Zuzana: I made a lot of bad choices when I was a teenage girl – leaving school, leaving home, trying to go out into the world much too young on my own. I got involved in something that I shouldn’t have and I wish that I could take it back. When I was 18 in a state of emotional desperation without money, job, a home or education I took a job as an erotic model. That particular choice almost ruined my entire life and led to years of darkness and abuse.

All what we will hear next is how she found Jesus, so much bull shit. The true story is: She did porn, she got 'famous" for it, she got really bad plastic boobs, and porn stoped calling. So lets body rock, but hey, its not a bad gig I congratulate her BUT do not play the "young and abuse game". Without that "porn fame" Suzzie would be just another Youtube wannabe.

[claudia_rossi_fan_1]

Zuzana: I made a lot of bad choices when I was a teenage girl – leaving school, leaving home, trying to go out into the world much too young on my own. I got involved in something that I shouldn’t have and I wish that I could take it back. When I was 18 in a state of emotional desperation without money, job, a home or education I took a job as an erotic model. That particular choice almost ruined my entire life and led to years of darkness and abuse.

All what we will hear next is how she found Jesus, so much bull shit. The true story is: She did porn, she got 'famous" for it, she got really bad plastic boobs, and porn stoped calling. So lets body rock, but hey, its not a bad gig I congratulate her BUT do not play the "young and abuse game". Without that "porn fame" Suzzie would be just another Youtube wannabe.

Hi, I am Chuck Norris and I approve this post.

Life's a bitch.

Deal with it.

[dap-addict]

Incredible interview ...but everybody know that in the begining some young European girls are at one step between porn and prostitution like Romanian babes

She doenst say anything about prostitution in that interview.
It rather sounds like she cannot stand what she did with her body on her solo- and lez sets when still doing porn.
Its a pitty to read how much she regrets it but bakerboy is right in pointing out how much exposure she built her seconds career on the porn biz gave her.
It really way sounds like one of this cheap ...and than I met Jesus-stories.

Btw, thanks for your answer Winston, I was already wondering you turned now anti-porn, too!

[bakerboy]

Incredible interview ...but everybody know that in the begining some young European girls are at one step between porn and prostitution like Romanian babes

She doenst say anything about prostitution in that interview.
It rather sounds like she cannot stand what she did with her body on her solo- and lez sets when still doing porn.
Its a pitty to read how much she regrets it but bakerboy is right in pointing out how much exposure she built her seconds career on the porn biz gave her.
It really way sounds like one of this cheap ...and than I met Jesus-stories.

Btw, thanks for your answer Winston, I was already wondering you turned now anti-porn, too!

Thanks Dap, you definitely got it I think the reason this forum is a bit slow lately is because the folks here are finding religion insted of new Eurobabes. Where the fuck is Berlusconi when you need him

and here is she before she did her gym bits, kissing somebody god bye

[dap-addict]

Well the forum...sometimes it seems it was fashionable to feel bad about the porn we watch.
Its a stange peer attitude in a porn forum, I think.

[claudia_rossi_fan_1]

The basic concept that is ruling civilazattion for centuries :

HYPOCRISY.

Never forget that.